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Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: sweet honey -~-slightly stoopid
at tech and lovin' it!
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Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 10:43 pm normal people don't cry over cameras
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: i quit my scene -~- name taken
baby jean, my camera, is no longer with us. while at the prince william county fair tonight, she some how fell out of my purse while we were upside down on some flippin' ride and she fell to her death. that camera really was my baby and i don't know what to do without it.
i'm crying and mourning her death.

i'm lost.
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Aug. 5th, 2005 @ 07:04 pm yeehaw!
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: hillbillies -~- hot apple pie
i'm packed and ready to head off with the fam to the annual hillbilly family reunion, also known as my mom's side of the family. it never fails to present a mullet or two and people that have less teeth than their kids...i love it, being part hillbilly is awesome! i'll be back sunday. service isn't too good in the mountains so calling the cell is pointless.

have a good weekend cats!
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Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 10:43 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tiredtired
so i'm back from the mountains and the dorm assignment stands...o'shaughnessy, room 0643. my roommate is a girl named stacie hogan, from chesapeake va. my mission tomorrow is to call her, which should be weird.

as for now, i'm off to bed.
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Jul. 28th, 2005 @ 11:32 am (no subject)
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: cannonball -~- damien rice
What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?Everything
What makes you pretty?Your smile
What makes you loveable?How dorky you are
What makes you fun?Everything about you!
What makes you irresistable?Your talant
What makes you cute?How you laugh
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Jul. 24th, 2005 @ 12:54 am same
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: promise -~- matchbook romance
within the next week we'll have this same conversation and we'll have the same opinions. i'll sit here with the same tears in my eyes and the same feelings inside, neither of which i'd yet be able to control. and you'll be sitting on your same laptop with the same things inside of you that you have right now, whatever they may be.
and the conversation will have the same ending. with me wanting to walk away from that same conversation, hoping something would magically happen making things better, anything better. with you wanting me to stay in that same conversation, or whatever wild tangent it took, with the same hope that something would change and with the same fear that that same walking away would only make those same things worse, even those wild tangent routes.
and after several same requests to stay and false goodnights, i put up that same away message, pull down my same sheets and crawl into my same bed. i stare at the same ceiling with many different toughts, some the same. you leave the same comments to my away message, which i can't answer. you may play those same computer games and search those same websites until you and your same, or different, thoughts are strong enough to walk away from that same computer and you can pull down your same sheets and stare at your same ceiling, all with those thoughts, whatever they are.
when we find ourselves at our same computers again, everything will play in the same motion, with the same beginning, middle, and end. through the first hello/shot, to the middle battle/argument, to the final and only true goodnight/one defeat and no real victory. but always ending in the same i love you, the most sincere part of the whole/same conversation.
this same person likes being held, just more so in the same comfort of your arms and the more enjoyable same conversations, as opposed to wanting to leave those same battles that have no impact on the war.
so yeah, this same person will slowly pull those same sheets down, crawl into that same bed and think about you and the same games you are playing, all the while staring at that same ceiling until my same eyes can stay open no longer and my same mind can no longer wonder.
i'm not eager to stare at that same ceiling, just eagar to get out of that same tear producing conversation. i'll trace that same face of yours with my eyes, in the shadowed texture on the same ceiling, along with the same words i wish i could say, but can hardly produce.
so here is my same goodnight and my sincere i love you. i am off to pull down those same sheets, crawl in that same bed and stare at that same ceiling. i'll lay there and wonder when those same games will flash game over on your same computer screen, and those same websites will refuse to load, at which point we will be doing the same thing...thinking the same toughts of each other.
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Jul. 19th, 2005 @ 12:16 am (no subject)
Current Mood: confusedconfused
sometimes nothing makes sense, and i guess it's not supposed to.
but it is in those exact moments that i want nothing more than an answer or a confirmation that in the end it really will be okay.
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Jul. 11th, 2005 @ 08:24 pm you can just call me delight
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: tiger lily -~- matchbook romance
How hott are you REALLY? by brokenrainbows
Name:
Fave Color:
Fave Type of Clothing?:
Stripper name:delight
hottest part?:HUGE ass
How hott are you?:On Fiya
Girls think you are..exotic
Guys think you are...sexy
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 02:22 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: telescope eyes -~- eisley

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 06:40 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy
florida was pretty much amazing! i flippin' loved it.
nothing quite beats swimming with dolphins and snorkling with a bunch of tropical fish, not to mention spending two days in sea world. discovery cove was beast and i fell in love with the dolphin we swam with, akai.

anyway, i'm back in good ol' va and willing to hang out with anyone, so hollar at your girl. =)
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